Off the Hook

Things have been off the hook crazy as of late. I am being of service and I am working. After that my friends hang out. Lately it has been a struggling to even get dinner in me before doing service work for local alcohol rehab places. I stock flyers and talk about where to get help. It has been awhile since I have had time for myself which is good and bad. It is good because I am being of maximum service to this world, but it is bad because I am tired and I do like to watch tv sometimes. The good thing is I still can carve out time to watch football with my dad or watch a half with Jason and Adam before I fall asleep. I have been focused on just not messing things up before thanksgiving. I have lots to be thankful and it can be a challenge to take the attitude of gratitude and to be of service to people. Sometimes when people for the 100th time ask me a question it can get on my nerves, but every time I am helpful to someone it is me growing. People are going to be asking me dumb questions every 5 minutes if I start my own company or become a manager, so I need to grow now to prepare for the day when I am in charge. I have seen how leaders really have to drop their ego and be self-less. You have to really love reviews and the process of getting better. That is one of my deals as well, even if my reviews are good are at work I have to LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE reviews. I have to be a nerd and really see where my area's of fault are so I can put some effort into fixing them. The final goal of course is to have the most fulfilling lifestyle possible. Also if I get good reviews I can get more boats and clothes. Everything has been good like I said, it is just trying to find time to just relax that has been a problem. It is all good. I am growing and I am getting better at life. I am getting tougher. I am not that tough to begin with. My regular state of mind would have me calling in sick to sit in my chair, I have to actively grow my toughness to say "You know what brain? You just want to survive...I WANT TO THRIVE" then I take my pain and I start being of service. If you can't tell yet I really need to talk, breath, write the words "BEING OF SERVICE" it is the only way for me to live. It helps me stop being tense and always consuming things. If I don't know what to do one sure way to get me going is asking the question to myself "Who can I help?" "How can I be of service." Alright have a good thanksgiving everyone.