Tuesday

Tuesday was ok. I started the day like...ugh I am going to have to listen to idiots all day about election, but that is why God invented a zune...so I can blast Better than Ezra on it all day. I did the same commands and prayers I always do. "Everyday in everyway I get better and better" I am big on not thinking in negative terms. Like I try not to say to myself "Please don't screw up" cause then I always screw up. I use self talk like "Give me the right action" or something positive. Anyway my lesson for myself today is that if I constantly use the word FEAR my brain gets fear somehow. So I came up with "Give me courage" or "God give me courage" it seems to work a bit for me. What I really was needing courage was for is just to give more. There are plenty of harvesters and other things around that I am afraid if I give too much I will have givers remorse. I almost have givers remorse for buying some Jayhawk tickets yesterday for some of my friends. I have this overwhelming passion for giving people canned goods and trying to get people off their asses and out to sporting events. I think sports events are a good place for everyone to meet and talk. There is just something easier about meeting all your friends at a game than going to someones house. I tried my best to get my friends out to the KU game on Monday and I thought at first they weren't there, they were evidently there but I think they forgot about me or whatever. Oh well the action was still the same. I am supporting student athletes and supporting people getting off their asses and out to the game. I am also supported my work I thik because they had discounted tickets to the KU game.


The Byrdman and I had a great time at the KU game. I saw my nephew and he was off the chain. I saw my sister and ben. My sister was awesome enough to drop us off at the game. KU looked sloppier than Marv Alberts tupee, but it is all good. Bill Self will get them going. What a blessing it is to have The Byrdman up here. I always have this idea in my mind that I am going to be an elite player, and in some ways it is already true. I already go to the best concerts and have the best seats to all the sports events I want. I really need to travel and get the Black Infinati with black wheels that I want as well. I figured out why I want to be elite style wealthy. I just want to be significant. The good news is there are other ways to be significant other than just being wealthy, being wealthy just happens to be the most fun to play with in my mind. Tomorrow is SKC. I hope they win but no matter what we are US OPEN CUP CHAMPS and they had a kick ass year. #Carefree where ever we maybe. I have no idea what the future holds and it looks like ticket sales may already be down *GASP* oh well I am sporting til I die.