grustle tuesday.

The grustle is the grind plus the hustle. It is improving things a little bit at a time. I am still working on getting my brain to focus for longer periods at a time. I have no doubt the reason why I am not as successful as I would like to be and is due to the lack of ability to focus for long periods at a time. I am working on that though. I got some news that I didn't get the job applied for. I don't know if that is good or bad news. People have been challenging my patience lately, but that is a good thing. I have to give other people the space to grow. I have to give myself patience as well. I like a new girl. She works on cars and does cool stuff. I am just going to let this go where it may. One thing I have learned in the game is that constant texting to a woman is a bad thing. I was happy with the way I grabbed this ladies phone number in a crowd, but it wasn't to hard because she is exactly the type of girl I go for. The easy part was grabbing her number. The hard part was not biting her butt. Nom nom nom. Also some other dude was hitting on her and I grabbed her to get away from that situation. I have grown into a man over the last couple years and I can recognize better when it is time to just be like... Disss girlie wit me... Back up off...lest you get rained on!!!! KU bear the piss out of the wildcats. It was fun #23 for player of the year. I am glad to see RJ blogging. He showed that he was willing to pay the price to get better at his ironman thing. I am proud of Kris and I. We go through something's..but we always turn a mess into a message. There has been so much crap go down This year but people places and things don't bother me as much as they used to. Girl rejects me? Grustle.... Job opening goes away... Grustle.... Even when I things go my way I still grustle. I guess I was just born to grustle. I think that is the best thing about being a man. It is not getting too far off your path by crap you can't control.
My next job will be in sales. I am used to stepping out on stage and ngaf what people think. People are going to hate and I think sales is my clear way to make 100,000.