V-Day

Yesterday ended up weird. I been talking to Raymond who has experienced everything a man could go through. I told him about the girl I like. I don't want my emotions to make me do something I will regret. What I don't want is to call and text a girl I barely know.That shows some growth right there that I am willing to turn my actions over to someone that knows more about emotions and can see the big picture. The big picture is that girls com and go and I can only focus on being a better man. I can't control people. On to the messed up part of the night. My friend "B" wanted.to go to a movie. It was too late for me to go and I was tired. I made a mistake of not sticking with my word. Ray be crazy and for as much girls are crazy this was a mistake. I tried to take this lady to the movies after I expressed my emotions that I didn't want to go. I got chewed out. I can't remember the last time someone seriously got pissed at me. I explained that I messed up and I didn't know this woman was going to go all bob knight on me. She later said she was sorry. I think it worked out in the end. I think her yelling at me made more attracted to her. I like a little fire in my girls...and a girl yelling at me so hard.my phone vibrated out my hands was a sign of fire indeed.