people fishing.

People always seem to be fishing for a reaction out of me. Different people try to push my buttons on purpose. Sometimes not on purpose. I don't care what the reason is, but I have been decent in the last couple years not reacting. I have been accused of not caring, but it is actually a skill called love with detachment. I can't control, people, places or things I just can try to love them. Today I was all uptight for various reasons, but I had a reminder about not controlling things. I know God has the power and not me. I just need to let Jesus drive the bus of life sometimes. It brought me amazing relief today. It is amazing what a simple prayer can do for you. I also got a nice acknowledgement today from a person that "You talk to me just like you are my brother" I felt good about that because I work everyday to treat people like a family member or a loved one. I don't think anyone will ever know how much work it takes for me to be in a decent mood and to be able to put a smile on my face to everyone. I feel bad for people that only can love dogs and not get up for loving a person.