Friday and Saturday

Friday was the end of a long week with a pretty big work load. I got off work and I had a bit of energy so I went to the gym and got a workout in. I worked out my biceps and my back. My goal is to build muscle to get my sitting/resting calorie burning up so I can get around 180 pounds. I got the workout in and I thought about doing one more set on my biceps but I am very mindful of not injurying myself. I can't build muscle if I am injured. So I have to try to get that balance of working but being mindful of not going too far. After I worked out I invited "Race Car Girl" To the Pinback show. This was a long shot because she is cute and what cute girl doesn't have plans on Friday? Evidently she doesn't. So she tells me she is going and I keep my expectations very low. Whatever happens in life it is my job to work with it, to grow, to have fun, and to just be thankful I am playing in this world. So she is late, which is fine...Pinback was awesome. They played for 1 hour and 45 minutes and they sounded great. I didn't know some of their songs which is weird because I really think I have searched for deep tracks from their collection. Anyway the show was really good. Race Car Girlie grew as a person because she had never seen Pinback and she said she like them more than she thought she would. Jayhawks won. USA SOCCER TEAM WON. So the odds of the night going like that were very slim and I am thankful for it, but of course there was the rub. Race Car Girlie was talking to me about dudes and her life like I was her girlfriend. So I am taking her actions as meaning I am friend-zoned and also she mentioned that I shouldn't date her and she was making no effort to appeal to me. So I am friendzoned, but the level of frustration I am feeling is probably 2 out of 10..about the situation. I will continue to take action to become a person of value that people want to be around. I will continue to watch what I eat, to work out, to help people, to be mindful about where I have been and where I am going. On a good note I woke up Saturday and I really felt good. I went for a small walk and I am ready to have fun this weekend.