Christmas Wrap up

I was able to buy something for my nephew. I spent money on my mom as well. I haven't been able to do much since Davids death and the stress for work. I am just glad Christmas is over. I had some time off today. I went to Buffalo Wild Wings and I had a chicken wrap. I actually had a chicken wrap two days in a row. I went for a couple walks. If there is one thing I got done is I was able to walk more. I will continue to focus on the things I am grateful. 1. Not being hungover 2. Not being in jail. 3. Having a roof over my head and heat. 4. Having a dvd player to listen to Tony Robbins cd's. My parents are drunks or crazy people. That makes Christmas better for me. My sister and her boyfriend are awesome. I am grateful I got new glasses...these blue glasses are dope. I am grateful for my shoes...they are dope. I am grateful for my new watch it is dope. I am grateful for prayer. It helps to focus me on what is important.

Christmas Gratitude List.

Thought I would reflect on somethings that I am grateful for. If you are grateful you can never be poor. 1. Running water 2. Hot and cold water. 3. America...I am so thankful and happy I live in America. 4. My mom and dad!
5. My grandparents! 6. The Byrdman 7. David Manley! 8. Nachos 9. 311 10. The Urge. 11. Scarface on DVD. 12. I am grateful I don't have to listen to Nickleback that much. 13. Star Bucks 14. Black Dog. 15. The Above the Rim Soundtrack. I am grateful for Reebok Kamakzi's. I am grateful for no DUI's and NO BEING IN JAIL. AMAZING. I am grateful for John Templeton. He only spent 50 cents out of every dollar he made. I am grateful for hot dogs. They are delicious. I am grateful for cell phones. I am grateful for Red texting me when I worked at farmers. She got me through boring days.

I am grateful for Ice Cube and Dr. Dre. They are some Fine rappers. I am grateful for the 2015 World Series title. I am grateful for the book "Think and grow rich"

It's not what you earn. It is what you keep.

It is not what you earn it is what you keep.

when you are 20 you are worried about what people think about you. When you are 40 you don't care what people think about you. when you are 60 you learn that no one was thinking about you at all.

I have been reading more and more as of late. I found good investing podcasts. I am not going to take action. I am proud I put aside money out of my 401K though each month. I am a student of the money game.

Over the weekend I found out my roomate David died. I was expecting it. I bowled decently well. I am around 170-180 and I suck on ten pins. I know I will get better.

I will write more about dave in the upcoming days. He was an unselfish guy. He always cooked and cleaned for me when we were roomates.

Christmas list

One thing that really helps me work is the large amount of toys, money, clothes, and money that my current employer and previous employer gave back. Yesterday I saw a room full of toys to give back. At that point I knew that if I do my part kids are going to have a good christmad. I always try to give to the United way, March of dimes, and other charitys when offered.

All-Or Nothing

This concept keeps coming up on why I am stressed out. Not everything is all or nothing or a Zero-Sum game. You can be dieting and slip up and go right back to your diet and be "dieting" I have it in my head that if you aren't counting calories and being obsessive about dieting, saving money, working out, you aren't doing enough.

Cortland

I was able to buy Cortland a gift certificate to Game Nutz today. I also bought him a new wire for his sega genesis. It feels good to be able to think about someone else. I watched him play Sonic for awhile. I found a new AA spot that is near my sisters. It was a productive day.

Tuesday

Tuesday was fun. This girl Seanna...(Shawna) who has her fashion game on tight, told me about MK watches. I listened to her advice. I got the watch she liked and dad bought me the watch. The watch is straight up bomb. It feels good everytime I wear it. It symbolizes that every once in awhile you humble yourself to get help with your fashion game and you get to rock some bomb stuff. I have been wearing my One Stars more which is weird. They are old but they are finally broken in and feel good. I lost my vans. I don't know where those shoes went. I love the chiefs right now. Derrick Johnson is amazingly awesome! The rest of the week is going to be not good. I had a good weekend with Matt watching the fights. I can't wait to watch more this week.

Sunday

On Thursday I bowled o.k. I worked out and did a decent job of not being too bad on my diet. I took my mom to the doctor and that was cool. Saturday I worked and it was really busy. This is a busy time of the year. I can't wait to rise to the challenge. On Sunday I watched football with Jason and Adam and that was good. My sister bought me a cake and I bought myself a steering wheel.

Thursday

thursday I kept my diet game on tight. I watched Iowa state come back and beat iowa. I played some star wars. I took some pictures of shoes, my car, and a hooded sweatshirt.

Monday

Monday sucked. I picked up my anti-depressant medicine and I took that before work. It made me a bit sick and I was tired. I left work after a blazing 2 hours. I came home and I found a desk outside so I set up that desk in my room. I know that I need to trust in life and trust in God. I still don't like to just give up on a day like I did today. That is ok I met with Raymond and my diet seemed to do o.k. today. chicken spinach etc. A shake...I ate alot of spinach today. Tomorrow will be better. I know this is true because it is Science.

Sunday

I am trying to have a cheap day at Buffalo wind wings. I spent lots of money on medicine and doctors this week. I am trying my hardest not to spend money today. My diet has been going alright. I know if I work on my diet in 26 years I might see some results. My uncle and I bowled well in our Thanksgiving tournament.

The Week

The week started with me getting my new role and being demoted sucks. That is ok. EVERYTHING IS AWESOME. EVERYTHING IS COOL WHEN YOU ARE PART OF A TEAM. The week went alright. Couple of friends wanted to hang but they flaked. my sisters house is cool. I was able to read and just kind of lift. I am on the day 2 of the baller diet which is tough to follow because diets are tough.