My mom knows stuff

My mom once told me after a girl didn't call me back "You need to date more girls" Thanks mom...my mom knows about Oneitus (being hung up on the outcome of one girl) Oneitus kills many a game for sure. Anyway my mom was saying this weekend that you basicly need to be OCD to be successful and how it's not a bad thing to obsess about being successful. I fully support this. You need to change and go change and go and change and go to stay relevant. Grow in spirit, social, money and career to stay just on pace to retire on time. Talk to everyone, hit on every chick, gain every friend, reach out to everyone you can...and listen to mom. She is Wise

Feb 27th

Yesterday was awkward to say the least. After waking up in full panic mode trying to GSD (get shit done) I went over to Packers and he put me through tests...trying to fake interview a fake fighter. The good thing is my improve skills (HEY NICE SOCKS!) are ok so I can interview people pretty well. I think it is fun that he was pretending to be a firefighter and he talked about about Firefighters running into the fire and not out of it. That is the way I feel about my job these days..when most people are running away from a job like mine, I don't have that luxery. I am dispatcher and that's what I do. When most people would be like...I want to draw pictures for a living and have fun. I am like....uhhh nope...This is what I do...

Acceptance solves all my problems

Today I was reflecting how much fun I have been having lately. I get up and I kick ass all day long. It took alot of work, and go line by line..through my life and work on accepting alot of shit I can't change, but now...most days. I can see the matrix. I can see success. I can feel good. I know what makes me happy. Today has been great and God Willing...there will be more great things! I think the best thing to do is just make success a habit. Get up, brush your teeth on time, get shit done NOW, when you are thinking about it, don't wait, you will probably be dead. This atleast gets you on trac for success. Also I recommend biting off more than you can chew. To help me Not be a wussy and back out from doing standup, I often tell a bunch of people where and when I am doing it so it FORCES me to do it. Ugh sometimes it doesn't go well (felix street!)..see now Jesse and Kevin saw that go...uhhhh. well it went. sometimes it goes well...the point is I like to just making it as tough as possible to wuss out, have it more painful to WUSS out than actually doing the damn thing.

I believe in trying to push yourself in all area's of your life. You just can't do the social thing, but not learn, or do the career, and not social, or physical, and not social and mental.

If you just do one you will pay for it eventually. You will be cashing 100k checks and not be able to carry a conversation. Sure that 100k will eventually turn into social skills, I am just saying. I have talked to enough rolla guys that the need a wingman...

Taking It to another level.

Taking things to the next level. I was used to eating nacho surpremes, until last year, when I switch to nacho bell grandes. Now eating Nacho surpremes seems so simple and easy. I can't wait to get to the point where eating an entire border box is normal.

Random texts

I was drinking Stars and Stripes cola yesterday, because I am an American and thats what I do...when I had this exchange with my friend EAA through txt messages.

Ray: I am a good writer
EAA: Neato
Ray: Burrito Tuxeto
EAA: Is that slang for vagina?
Ray: Silly....I am just rhyming



Ok first of saying the phrase Neato Burrito Tuxito is pretty funny by itself, the next thing is....burrito Tuxeto is actually a good slang word for vagina.
Like a well dressed vagina ready to go to prom. So the next time I leave a party early to get my Burrito Tuxeto. You know what I mean I am doing VERN!

Super Bowl Sunday

Heading over to vinnie's here in a bit. I am sure nothing blogworthy is going to happen over there. Yeah right. I expect an epic fail of someone (hopefully not me) spilling a bunch of food on the floor.

Went over to Packers yesterday to do some work. We talked about how much energy is tied up in Arguing. If you don't argue for a month or two you really feel the difference in Energy level. Like he said...some people have to be "right until death... and it is being right that killed them"

Cancer is a bunch of bullshit

I am tired of cancer taking lives and ruining everything. Where exactly is cancer research taking us? I am sure there are a bunch of duechebags holding back reasearch so they can line their pockets with prescription money. The only way to treat it is to nuke it or cut the sumbitch out. Seriously after zillions of dollars thats all we have? of course we have tons of boner pills and pills that don't make chicks rag so much fluid, but we can't get anything that fixes cancer? Unacceptable. The good thing about having cancer is you truely never know if it is a good or bad thing. When one person fights cancer with dignaty and grace it can carry 20 or so people and teach them how to live, and that's what the nbd blog and the NPOGJL blog gives you. Just a little ole slice of shit to further this clusterpoop of human garbage

Day with Packer and random stuff

Went out with Packer to do some work on Saturday. The dude is crazy about his projects that is for sure. We got some work to do for sure, but the success is there, just a matter of time before I am a billionaire. I think being a pussy is a disease. I def had it for awhile and it still pops up from time to time. Like oh that guy just took your lunch money...go get it back! Wait I can't I forgot I got this "being a pussy" disease. Go talk to that chick...wait she probably has a boyfriend or she doesn't look like she would be fun....this all your disease of "being a pussy" If you see someone not getting something they want or bitching and moaning about what they have, send them to ole Rayfield. I can tell if they have succombed to the disease of "being a pussy"