So.... What I have learned after quitting drinking, is there are skills, that I have neglected from being drunk, or having mental problems. I am just now grasping the fact that you can change the things that you suck at. My apartment is filled with the most random shit because I never wanted to pay for things that normal people have. I made some collages and I am trying to make my apartment more "adult" It is an ongoing progress becoming mature. I have wooden table with white random ass chairs around them. I need to get some chairs that match. The one thing I want to keep is the two TV setup, I don't watch any TV but when I do I want two ball games on, or one ball game, one xbox 360 game going on. I am just glad I have awareness that everything is a process. I used to just think I sucked at knowing where shit goes in my apartment and I suck at interior design. Turns out I just am a lazy asshole who doesn't want to spend money or time learning how to make things look better.
Softball is fun... I am struggling, but whatever! Quality time with my friends is always good. I have been watching my parents Cat lately. That thing is a pain in the ass. It is kind of nice to have a "dump" buddy in the morning though. How we got in the same poop schedule is beyond me.
Rants and raves about The Royals, Sporting KC, Music, life, and junk food.
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