So today was pretty aweful...

Back to work today which sucked ass. I prayed, I studied, I did everything I could to get ready for work. Non of it worked. Even worse was I was stuck in my head. Bitching and moaning in my head. Why won't this girl make out with me? Why won't this joke be funnier" bla bla bla. The good thing is I can pray and help other people even when I feel like complete SHIT. I bought some cookies from people. I prayed for other people. I texted people. I bitched to Bryce. It is always the same bullshit that gets me in trouble. I am a greedy, Lustful, prideful person, and when I don't get my way it burns me up. So I am humbled once again and I will try to come back tomorrow and try to be of service.