Tuesday

Yesterday was a crazy ass day. Just crazy busy all day long, then I get home and try to eat some tuna and eggs and the Mizzou game was flat out zany. College basketball gets me off my seat and nervous. No movie or reality show can do that. At one point there were a couple lobs made that were off target, then I turned to the Heat game where Lebron made a full length of the court lob pass right on the money to Dwayne Wade. Those two are 20x better than anyone in college basketball and what they do is sick. You have to watch college basketball as a back drop of what nba folks can really do. The Penguins won 2-0 over the Rangers which is good, I hate the flyers first, Rangers second, and suddenly with the way "The Wild" have been gooning it up, I hate them as well.

Perkins....ok so we go to Perkins, Kris, Brad, Michelle, Nick, Cody. Now Brad is there and he legit can write punchlines to my jokes. He starts talking about being a ski-ball addict and getting pulled away from the tickets. All for spider rings. I was being crazy because I have figured out that when I don't feel good, I can start acting hyper or like an idiot and it changes the way I feel. I think that is better than just sitting there being miserable. Yesterday I was in a mood where I didn't want to be bothered but I was able to change my state by dancing like The Dead guy from Weekend like Bernies. I also talked to Raymond and we talked about our thinking and how it is flawed. Whenever we face conflict, because we are unconformable, we take the low road, it brings out the primal instinct of being right and surviving. i have to not take the low road so many times in my day it gets old. I try my best to take the high road and I am rewarded by feeling better in life. You act like trash to people you get trash. We always talk about how my mp3 player was stolen twice...how it is better to have shit stolen from you than to be the one stealing. There are sick people out there ya'll. Overall thinking is very important. I have to protect my thoughts or my mind just races about disaster. Prayer helps in this way because then atleast I can focus on God. So sometimes when I am resting I think it is awesome to pray in that situation so my mind doesn't just wonder over to negative things like it tends to do.