Saturday and Sunday

On Saturday I woke up went to a business meeting. It was annoying, but whatever. That was the theme of this week...irritating and annoying. I made it through as best as I could. I then went to Lawrence to see my mom for mothers day. I gave her some flowers and talked for awhile. I then drove back ate some chicken and took a nap. It was around 3 at this time and people started calling me to do stuff. I went to Jmurphys and V-Foundation and Byrdman and I were being silly. I was dancing around and just being an idiot. It provided me relief from my life for awhile. I then started to get bored so I went home and went for a walk. After the walk I got hungry and I went to snatches where he was having a get together because he is going to Texas for awhile. The work he put into that house was great. Kitchen table, floor, etc everything looked great. I am so far away from being able to put together a house like that, and you know I don't know if I even want all that, but I can respect it for it's craftsmanship and it's beauty. I had fun driving Bryce and vinnie home and listening to the Lakers. The Lakers beat the nuggets and now face Oklahoma City. That will be one to watch. Today my mind is trying to attack me. I have to write and pray because I come up with these thoughts that try to screw me over. I just am going to keep today simple. Try not to overspend, try to enjoy the Royals, and Relax. I haven't really done overspending this weekend, but I have gone a little crazy lately just because I haven't been in the mood to sit down and see where I can save money. I watch motivational videos on youtube because they make me feel good, one thing comes to mind is I really don't have the drive to make my own company. I have drive, but it is more a drive to get out and write jokes, interact, deal with rejection (male and female), and go for walks. A life where I just grind to get to upper middle class doesn't seem worth it to me, I would rather put my time and energy texting, talking to people, and ranting and raving. Ok Lossen thought this was funny so I will end my blog with it today. "Yeah Mountain Dew had code red and Code blue soft drinks for awhile, the code blue didn't go over well, it was all flat and dead as as hell"