Entertaining new Ideas

I am always open to try new ideas. I know my brain is set up to be a middle class white guy, so I am always open to see if there is better way to do it. Sometimes this can be painful when some of your awesome ideas (or at least you thought were awesome weren't so awesome after all. That is kind of where I am at right now, just trying to get feed back on what to think and what to do in some area's in my life. It will all work out as long as I have a vision of what I want to do. I always state what I want. I will do it again 100K per year, socially elite, giving back, tougher and better person. I want these things because it would be fun and it would be fullfilling to give back most of the money I made. Sporting KC signed some dude that supposed to be awesome. I always want to write up a ton of crap about sporting kc and the offseason moves but when I sit down to type. I am like ugh...I want to focus on the main visions and goals, that is all I have the energy to type out.