Grustle Part III

The Grustle. The Grustle will teach you that you are a wussy and that your happiness needs to be tied to your effort and actions. Not results. I am glad I was never a pitcher because every game would need to be a perfect game for me to be happy. One one happy I am glad my emotions are like that, so I can work on flaws, on the other hand, it messes with my sense of happiness. Today I actually feel pretty good. I am going to get my taxes done. It seems like I have brought some value to this world as of late with a couple of my articles. So I am ok with myself. The girl I like..it isn't going very fast or well as I would like, but hey that is teaching me that I can't control things. The grustle is very much a marathon and not a sprint. The sense of happiness I have today is my long history of moving towards learning more, acting more, and changing more day in and day out. I have worked on being more happy on the inside and not letting people, places, and things change my insides. That is something to be thankful as well.