Saturday

Saturday I woke up and went for a walk. I then went to Buffalo Wild Wings to watch KU. They are really terrible at football. I have some friends that work at Buffalo Wild Wings here in Lawrence which has made life a bit easier for me. This was a very long week for me. I didn't get much rest last weekend because I was preparing for my interview on Monday. The interview was a struggle. I need to have examples of me correcting people if they mess up or examples of me coaching people. I will know that for interviews coming up. Awhile back I was accepted for an Training Intern. It was the first time that my skills of speaking in public and my coaching skills were put on display. I was grateful for the time not taking calls and the time spent with the awesome trainers I was put around. We have several guys that are amazing at their jobs and the amount of time spent training people and the human touch is very humbling and nice to see. I have been going to a couple AA meetings a week along with meeting with my sponsor once a week. It is a pain in the butt but it provides me strength and coaching for everyday life. I have been putting aside money in my 401k which is tough but I know it is the right thing to do if I want money later in life. Overall I have been pretty happy especially when I actually got to talk in front of people. Motivation and speaking in front of people are right in my wheel house and for along time I never thought I was going to do what I actually like to do. I still love to really help people wherever I am at. Long hours in AA and long hours in doctors offices have got my anxiety, frustration, and general anger down to the point where I can go to work and have fun and enjoy being with my co-workers again. My sister and ben have put a bit of fire into to work out more. They have been reading books and getting after it on the treadmill. They read the right books and the have skills to do whatever they want. My friend Adam switched jobs and I am sure he will do well at his new job. He is an amazing worker that is always hungry to work and do well.