05/28

This past week I was agitated because a girl that I was infatuated with is preggers and with another dude and that is unacceptable to me. EVERYONE SHOULD WORSHIP ME *sarcastic* I know that it is just my ego and my personality just getting butthurt. I did my best to acknowledge the pain and just trust the world is going to give me peace if I don't try to run everything. Today is Thursday and I am glad that I had a short week. Yesterday I felt 7 out of 10 today I feel 7 out of 10. Good enough to blog. It takes me 6 out of 10 to work and play video games. 5 out of 10 to go to work and bullshit around. anything 3-5 it is just work and sleep and 1 or 2 out of 10 is either a half day of work and sleep or no work and just bed all day.