I want to punch someone...probably you.

Well I have been working with a sponser to quit wanting drink to deal with my problems. I will be honest. The first couple weeks suck. Atleast in college there is some kind of outlet to the amount of suckiness, but this sucks trying to go to work, then getting off work then talking why you are so pissed off and trying to solve it. I am working on my ego right now, humbling myself, wow I feel better just writing some of this out! I have to give it up to the people who work recovery programs it is alot of work! Some of my goals include, handling the fact that I still give a shit what certain people think, I want to enjoy doing the stuff I used to love, but without booze. IDK I know if I work it will be ok, if I don't it won't be ok. It's amazing the amount of anger I can carry around, I could seriously break this keyboard over a squirels face outside right now. It's this kind of anger that is driving me to get help, because people shouldn't feel this way.