Enthusiasm

Today I was trudging through the day once again. My head was thinking good thoughts. I was thinking how it is nice that I have a roof over my head, how I have something to eat, and how I am loved. I just have been grinding it out of late. My brain won't stay in pain too long, it will go through a list of emotions and thoughts to get out of pain. I finally found something that I was missing. I need to be more enthusiastic about my progress in life and my growth as a person. I see what hard work and determination will do for you all around me, I don't need to be so glum. So I did what I could to make my body language better. I also researched and spoke about it to people. So I made command for me tomorrow morning and a prayer. I will be more Enthusiastic about my day because my life is really good. I know I am getting better as a person by the way I am praying and acting of late. I am really trying to be of service, now I need to focus on being Enthusiastic about the whole process and then the process will be more fun. The main way I can change my state of mind into enthusiasm is to make hand movements and to really give myself to whatever I am doing. This topic is complicated and I think I am the only one that knows what I am talking about. I brought it up and everyone seemed pretty glum that I talked too, they just droned about how they worked and I was like. THERE HAS TO BE A BETTER WAY TO DO THIS. More enthusiasm has to be attained to keep the passion growing in whatever you are doing.