I was able to go for a two mile walk today. This makes me feel good because I always try to hammer out walks and eating decently. I have been eating pretty crappy but I do eat veggies and fruit. Anyway I know I only have two or three things or skills I want to hammer on in a lifetime. Taking care of my body is one, my mind is two, not drinking is two, and being patience with people is two....wait...did I say two a whole bunch? I probably drank too much.
This next essay is about when I was in a bad mood on Sunday what would have happened if I drank that day. I would have gotten all drunk yelled and pushed my girlfriend around. Then headed to the bar...I would have ran up a 50 dollar tap before starting a fight. I would have gotten my butt kicked and sent to jail. Broken glasses/cell phone/angry girlfriend. Bailed out of jail on my credit card probably...then put my glasses cell phone and roses on my credit card...at a 22.99 apr the interest would have gathered lots of dollars and I would have put up with a crapload of emotional crazyness while I try to get through the day explaining why my glasses are taped up and why there is a boot mark on my head..
Instead I didn't drink and I just told people I am in a bad mood, let me play Double Dragon and leave me alone.
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