09/28/20

I have been having steady mood swings lately. Most of the time I wake up and I feel 7 or 8 out of 10 which is great for me. The Chiefs are looking awesome and sporting looks like shit but they are still like 2nd or 3rd in their division so anything is possible. I have been doing a good job not messaging girls that don't want to be with me and guys who don't do anything for me instead on focusing on family and friends that have a consistant relationship with me. That is supposed to give me self-esteem and I can't really feel that but at-least I don't feel bad.