FRIDAY RANDOM THOUGHTS

As I munched on beef jerky instead of a sugar snack I just realized how much you have to be at peace with being or feeling miserable sometimes. I logged lots of hours in AA. I logged lots of hours dieting. I logged lots of hours in the gym. Lots of those things can suck. Like suck really really really bad. You to either learn to like the pain and boredom knowing that it is for a greater life in the future, or at-least be at peace with it. If it just sucks and you don't believe it is for a greater cause you will be skipping work and eating donuts very quickly. Lots of times that drive over to Raymonds is not fun because it stirs up emotions of being honest and it stirs up emotions that I don't want to be there because I could be watching T.V. I always try to be at peace with those feelings and I know that I can get better and teach people how to get better. Dieting, working out, with people, with comedy, with whatever.