Tuesday

Tuesday I woke up in a bad mood. Construction and lack of sleep ruined my morning. I won my first fantasy football week. I tried to get my picks in for this weekend and the website was down. I am struggling to get a computer to be able to sync music and video with my phone. That has sucked. I am wearing a blue polo and brooks brothers pants. This is lots of money in clothes. I am glad my brooks brothers pants still fit. My diet has been crap as of late, but getting a bit better. I weighed 210 the other day and that was up from 196 in April. I have been struggling to just get through the work day and get to AA meetings so I am going to forgive myself if I don't hit my marks on my diet, as long as I am going to work and being productive and I am not out partying I can look myself in the eye and know I am doing everything I can to help the people around me feel good. I feel decent about myself. My dad's birthday party went well. I did everything in my power to heal and make sure his ribs were o.k. Someone else is mowing the lawn and I bought him a gift card. I didn't know I was supposed to give him cash, but I figure $60 bucks he can go to wal-mart and get a new toy or tablet or something fun. That is all for today. I have been selling o.k. I had a sell yesterday that I think wasn't going well I don't think the guy understood what he was buying, so I aborted the sale. I did what I think was right even though it cost me a sale. My conscience says I did the right thing. Character and doing good things is all we have lots of times. Prayers go out for my friend Johnathon he has cancer, prayers for the hungry people in this world, prayers to my dads ribs and his bowling stroke. I pray for peace as always in the middle east as well.