Friday

I woke up on Friday in a pretty good mood. I worked out on Thursday but didn't overdue it. I was able to drive around thursday but not tear up my jeep. I went to an AA meeting on Friday and I shared my experience, strength and hope. I talked about going to the picnic and being able to deal with personalities and myself. I talked about what a miracle it is in my life not to have to drink to have a good time. It was a great start to the Friday. Anytime I can share my experience and have someone come up to me and say "Ray...I am glad you work so hard, you are an inspiration and you make everyones life better" that is a good start to the day. I don't want to get a big head on me though. I know that there is always work to be done. I am preparing for work today. I always want to do my best to sit up straight and give off positive vibes. I need to shave today. I was able to be productive yesterday by doing some laundry. Being productive is very important.

Thursday Andrea started talking to me again after I begged for mercy and forgiveness. She bought a massage chair so I truly saw how replaceable I am.