Saturday Gratitude list.

I woke up today feeling close to nature and pretty close to God. I was feeling nervous about work yesterday and I prayed a bit and I felt really calm and a voice told me "Stop being so nervous, if you died today you have done plenty...plenty of blogs to leave behind, plenty of jokes, pictures, music, etc" So I felt good yesterday. The last call of the day went long at work which could put me out of adherence which lowers my stats, but I made sure to not rush the call and I made sure to put the customers and other persons issues in front of mine. I am ranked 17th out of 108th at work and it has been a blessing and a relief to be good enough that I don't require attention to my supervisor. They are setting up a command center so people can monitor calls and my supervisor wants me to be apart of that. I have some fear I won't like it, but I will deal with it. I have to push my comfort zone. My team is #1 again last month at work. My friend Keith is a great salesman, Ralph the Rev is a rock of a man and of course our leader makes it a point to be positive about everything. We had food yesterday and that was nice. I get tired of spending 6 bucks everyday at lunch and it was a nice treat to enjoy some cheese and crackers. Tonight is the sporting kc game. I am excited. I was thinking about doing research about D.C. United but I don't know if I am going to get that done. I am going to write out a quick gratitude list.

Thank God my parents sent me to Leblond it gave me the best chance to not fall in with a bad crowd. My friends partied a ton but they had good hearts.

Thank God I played football and Baseball. I am still finding nuggets and treasure that I picked up about life playing those two sports. You have to be unselfish and you have to work through weirdness and pain to get jobs done. Getting the job done means more friends and money and it means being respectable enough. It is always a goal of mine to have myself be successful enough to where when people think about me they aren't sad causing them to be sad. This is a real thing.