Lots of stuff to excite a nerd like me.

I love growth and I love watching other people push and grow. My friend "K" is really doing well talking to everyone and being social. I knew a couple years ago that one of the reasons I was always felt blue was because all I thought about was myself and I really sucked at talking to people and listening to what other people had to say. He said he talked to people in Mcdonalds and talked to people around and my heart felt really good. I know every time you talk to people and ask them what their passions are it gets you out of your head and you get to be better at conversing with people. You get more chances to be of services, you can inspire people, and you can free yourself from your own bullshit worries and fears. So "K" is going back to college (He is 21) I hope he gets out and continues to talk, smile, and push himself out of his comfort zone. Good for him! My friend Jason, Bridy , and T-Bone have been hanging out at the Black Dog. Things have been going ok for us all. We aren't kicking total ass, but we all seem to have a peace of where we are at in life. Jason does some funny ass stuff and he is really a blessing to have around. Sometimes I don't want to go to the black dog, but I try to think about him or the fact that I really need to enjoy all the good company I have right now. I have been hitting the gym of late. I don't want to but I know you get out what you put in. I also know to be a Griffon means something. Griffons don't just go to the gym to troll for chicks, we go to work out and troll for chicks. Actually I haven't really seen any chicks there. It has been some old farts and I in the morning. Old Farts love to do the row machine.I have been putting in an effort to eat more baked chicken, tuna, and fruit as of late. You get out what you put in and I am sure that better fuel for my mind and body will improve my quality of life. It is amazing how sugary sweet an orange or banana is but I shy away from them and instead eat something dumb like twizzlers. I am at the turning point with my diet where it's like I am either going to eat as healthy as I can or not. Half assing it by eating tuna then eating chips just seems to yield no results. I am not going to beat myself up over it though. I am trying my best to grow and to eat better, be better, grow spiritually, etc... All I can do is put in a big effort to be my best and keep moving forward.

I will never understand why girls give me their number, but then later I find out they have a boyfriend. They just want attention I guess. All I can do is have positive thoughts and move forward when that happens.


KU is good at basketball, 3 sporting KC games were named to the national team, and Alabama won a shitty national championship game.


Chiefs Hire Andy Reid. He kinda sucks, but oh well...better than what they have had.