Thursday and Friday

After waging war with myself on Wednesday. Thursday and Friday seem to be going sooner. It is hard enough dealing with the outside world let alone fighting with yourself. I am thankful I see clearly when my inner self is trying to be a wuss. Thursday night workouts went well and I went up to black dog with Jason. It was a rare time I didn't approach a girl there. There were two girls but they seemed sucky. I should have said hi anyway, but hey you live and you learn. I woke up today and went to the gym. Today is my off day for lifting and that was a welcomed sight. The PT told me that this is a heavy schedule I am doing and I laughed, but now I can see day in and day out pushing around iron well... it gets old. I worked out and it went ok. I really saw a vision of myself in 6 weeks telling myself to push. That 6 week future Ray sure seemed to have lots of money and babes! He also looked like he was giving away his time/money/energy so he and other people could feel awesome. I didn't have to dig real deep to get the workout done today, but I got it done and I pushed myself. I also used my imagination to help me get through the work out. You often hear what a mental game sports are, same thing with working out. I am constantly finding reasons to feel good enough to go on, or I am looking at possible pain if I quit. Don't quit!

U.S. is awesome....Grow your work ethic....listen to people who have already carved a path you want.