May 04 2011

Weather for Lenexa, KS
48°F | °C
Current: Sunny
Wind: SE at 8 mph
Humidity: 56%



Woke up today. Felt pretty good. Alittle bit like I may have a cold, but champions don't care they have a cold, they go out and deliver cold hard awesome! Awesome for everyone. GSD. Get Shit done! Yesterday my buddy David wanted me to go to Social D. I don't like going to concerts anymore. I would rather just get the dvd an hang out on my couch and drink some freshly brewed ice t. It took me awhile to start acting on things I like to do and things I don't like to do. Example, I have tried to cut back going to Royals games because I only seem to come out of there angry at something. I can watch them at home and then read something spiritual like Emmet Fox's Sermon on the Mound. Then get some rest and come out ready to deal aces to the world. This is a key point to me and I suspect other people do the same thing, they go to Ballgames, they go to concerts, they do a bunch of things that everyone else does, and they leave miserable, but they don't do anything to change it. Half the time I see pictures on facebook and I wonder if the person just took that picture and uploaded it because that's what "Normal" people do" that same person probably spent 50 hours ironing this week, and they didn't take a picture of that even though that is probably their real highlight of the week. Which brings me to my next point. I think it is important to write down how you are feeling ever couple of hours so you can start to have hard facts about what makes you happy or makes you feel silly. I used to have this lie in my head that I hated going to "the store" turns out it is a nice little break to go to dollar general and by 10 dollars worth of tuna, or by a bunch of fake crows. I bet my dad bitches about mowing the lawn, but if he wrote down how he was feeling every time he was mowing the lawn he would say, Man I feel pretty good! This lawn mowing stuff is like cold, hard awesome!